I really hate being an introvert because I sometimes think “oh hey, I can totally hang out with a bunch of people right now! I can handle it! I hate being alone!!” and then three hours into hanging out I realize how draining of energy it is for me to be around other people and I just want to curl up into a ball and isolate myself for the rest of my life.
I’ll admit I am not the skinniest girl but I am not obese either. I don’t look like how much I weigh and I was starting to finally accept that until my mother made the comment for me to start watching my weight. Now I can’t get it out of my head. Now I feel like I’m not comfortable in my body.